Oh man. So there went the first week of school. I have to tell you, I am utterly exhausted: physically AND mentally. With football, I’ve meet so many awesome guys, and have been getting to know the athletic training group better, which is a good start for me. Last year was just so awful, I am trying so hard to keep from falling back into that place of “antisocial-ness”. You know those times you just want to start fresh, let go of everything and anything and start over? That’s pretty much where I am right now, I can’t stand living in this house- it just represents everything I’ve already gone through and dealt with. Half of me doesn’t want to let go, yet this other part of me is just.. nagging. I wonder if I moved into an apartment, on my own, if that would help me break loose of all these feelings.. I just don’t want to lose sight of the light at the end of the tunnel.
